I am a Girl !

I am a girl
I cry often
Not because my heart is fragile
Not because my feelings get hurt very easily
Not because my relations are not enough for me
But because
I am tired
Tired of holding on for too long
Tired of trying for a thousand times and still fail
Tired of keeping it all in
I have kept my feelings to myself for so long
That they occupied all the space in my heart and mind
Now I can't hold on
I can't tell myself that everything is going to be alright
My heart doesn't accept these justifications anymore
Nor do my brain feeds itself with lies of better tommorow
I know that everything is going to be the same or worst maybe
And it makes me cry
Don't I deserve better
Maybe no
That makes me cry as well
Every single time when I feel degraded I cry
Every time I feel alone I cry
Every day when I feel hopeless I cry
Being a girl is difficult
Being a human is worse
There is no euphoria in living
There is depression and despair
And those who cry
Are strong enough to accept it

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